Monday, July 7, 2008
Torn
ok so ont he 4th of july i ran into my highschool love. all in all i knew him for 6 yrs but we were never really offical because of all the highschool drama. i haven 't seen him in a year so when i did see him and actually chilled with him old feelings came back. his mom and dad was so happy to see me. me and him have been seeing each other and talking on the phone everyday since the 4th. i always wanted to be offical with him if it wasn't for bad timing i would have had twins with him but i was young so i didnt have them. just yesterday he said to me what i been waiting for him to say for 6 yrs. that he love me and want to be with me for ever. i want to get married and all but not with him. The man i'm currently with (kinda) now is talking he don't want to get married i will have known him for a year in september. me and him aren't doing really well right now. my heart is with both so i'm torn between which one.
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Britteny,
I just wanted to tell you it sounds like you have a tough decision ahead of you. I wish you the best of luck in the path you choose.
Well Britteny, I will tell you like a old wise woman told me. Love what loves you. Not what you love. I tell you that because, when you put your heart when it is not wanted you get hurt. But then you have someone that wants to love you and you reject them you may be missing out on the best thing. Good Luck!!! You don't have to make any decisions right now. Whoever loves you and wants you will be there.
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